Forget and abandon the outside world and instead seek and feel your inner world. Looking at the stars, the darkness in my heart disappears. For what sake am I running and traveling? What is the answer i'm seeking for in this journey? We've opened up the veil of the world and heard two voices: one a soothing and beautiful lie, the other a distorted truth that fills the void. The end of an era has been declared and from my slumber I awake. The deepest darkness and the light of hope, everything lies dormant within me.

When you try your best but you don't succeed.

When you get what you want but not what you need.

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep. Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face,

When you lose something you can't replace.

When you love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse?

High up above or down below.

When you're too in love to let it go.

But If you never try you'll never know, just what you're worth.

Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones.

And I will try to fix you. ♥

So you can hurt, hurt me bad, but still I’ll raise the flag

I turn the music up, I got my records on,

I shut the world outside, until the lights come on.

Maybe the streets alight, maybe the trees are gone.

I feel my heart start beating to my favourite song

There is a pleasure in the pathless woods,
There is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep sea, and music in its roar:
I love not man the less, but Nature more,
From these our interviews, in which I steal
From all I may be, or have been before,
To mingle with the Universe, and feel
What I can never express, yet cannot all conceal.

The core of mans' spirit comes from new experiences. I read somewhere... how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong... but to feel strong. If we admit that human life can be ruled by reason, then all possibility of life is destroyed.

Two years he walks the earth. No phone, no pool, no pets, no cigarettes. Ultimate freedom. An extremist. An aesthetic voyager whose home is the road. Escaped from Atlanta. Thou shalt not return, 'cause "the West is the best." And now after two rambling years comes the final and greatest adventure. The climactic battle to kill the false being within and victoriously conclude the spiritual pilgrimage. Ten days and nights of freight trains and hitchhiking bring him to the Great White North. No longer to be poisoned by civilization he flees, and walks alone upon the land to become lost in the wild.

The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight.

And this is the moment that I live for,

And here I am, pouring my heart onto these rooftops,

Just a ghost to the world.

That's exactly, exactly what I need.

#nowplaying "Heavier Things" - Mi novio John Mayer.

Let's sail away, find our own country.
We'll build a house and beds out of palm trees.
Let's get away, let's push our lives aside.

The stark, cold rain dropping from this gray, lugubrious sky mirrors.

The anguish of my dead, forgotten soul.

Oh how wrong we were to think that immortality meant never dying..

I passed through the flames and rose from the ashes, again. I've never been one to put much weight into the idea of a higher power, but if I didn't know better I'd have to believe that some force out there wants me to keep doing what I'm doing. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like for everything inside me that's denied and unknown to be revealed. Not long ago I had a dream that people could see me for what I am, and for a brief instant in time, the world actually saw my bodies of work. Some even cheered. But as it turns out, nobody mourns the wicked.

The code is mine now, and mine alone. So too are the relationships I cultivate. They're not just disguises anymore. I need them, even if they make me vulnerable. He might not approve, but I'm no longer his disciple. I'm a master now, an idea transcended into life. And so this is my new path, which is a lot like the old one, only mine. To stay on that path, I need to work harder, explore new rituals, evolve. Am I evil? Am I good? I'm done asking those questions. I don't have the answers. Does anyone?

Jump and touch the sky!

You've got one life, live it, love it. Follow your dreams. This is your time, this is your life.

Parallel lines, move so fast, toward the same point,

Infinity is as near as it is far.

Lone wolf

It's a brave new world.

Lift your hands towards the sun

It's the moment of truth, and the moment to lie,

the moment to live, and the moment to die,

the moment to fight, to fight, to fight.

Never let them take you alive.

23

I felt for sure last night, at once we said goodbye. No one else will know these lonely dreams, no one else will know that part of me. I'm still driving away, and I'm sorry every day. I won't always love these selfish things, I won't always live..

It was my turn to decide, I knew this was our time.
No one else will have me like you do, No one else will have me, only you.
You'll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time, what are you hoping for? I'm here and now I'm ready, holding on tight, don't give away the end.. The one thing that stay's mine.
Amazing still it seems, I'll be 23. I won't always love what I'll never have, I won't always live in my regrets.

Feel the pain teaching us how much more we can take? Reminding us how far we've come? Let the pain burn away from our heart, we have time to start all over again. Well, if you would shine your love down here, make our hearts as perfect as new, I promise i'll reflect it right back at you.

The important thing is not to be bitter over life’s disappointments. Learn to let go of the past… and recognize that everyday won’t be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair… remember it’s only in the black of night you can see the stars, and those stars will lead you back home. So don’t be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble, to fall, cause most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wish for… Maybe you’ll get more than you ever could have imagined… Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end… the journey is the destination.

And I fell apart, but got back up again.

♥ .We encourage you whole heartedly, to stay who the fuck you are. ♥

Hear you me.

I need you so much closer.. so come on, come on.

"Younger now than we were before ♥"

"And now," cried Max, "let the wild rumpus begin!"

"That can't happen. I mean you're the king, and look at me, I'm big! how can guys like us worry about a tiny little thing like the sun, hmm?"